Absilog

When I was a kid, my brothers (well 2 of them) and my dad were (and still are) big Ginebra fans. I remember watching it with them not understanding anything but cheering with them as what any kid would do. But everything changed when I saw him: from interaksyon.com Ladies and gentlemen, the player that made me love the game. I loved him first because he was cute, he's fast and because of his hail mary shots. I don't know anything about him back then (there was no wikipedia and dial up was hell) except that he graduated from UST.

I was planning on fixing my template first before creating my first real post but I realized, why rebuild something if you want to start fresh anyway? So here I go, starting fresh, starting new, deleting my old blogs (a lot down, one more to go... and tumblr). What made me decide to start a new blog you ask? Well I've been contemplating on it for a long time already, but never made a move since I know I'll be  too busy  to post and just might neglect my new blog. But  this  post has always bothered me. At first, I'd try to explain that it's not really negativity or sadness anymore, it's more just this detached, meaningless fog  where you can't feel anything about anything — even the things you love, even fun things  — and you're horribly bored and lonely, but since you've lost your ability to connect with any of the things that would normally make you feel less bored and lonely, you're stuck in the boring, lonely, meaningless void without anythin